Belladonna ~ The Deadly Weeddesert dance.gypsy queen. endlessly wondering. never losing sight of her dreams. she treads on. against the sun. blistered & burnt. against the desert wind. entangled & lost. twisted & torn. searching for the truth. bittersweet. following her heart.
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Tuesday, May 19, 2009



Israel
born: 2/26/09

Sorry, I haven't been around but I am juggling, now,six children and 2 myspace accounts and a facebook account.
I am good but I am no longer with my husband as of September of 2007.
If you want links to my other sites, just contact me via my email: belladonnaVS@hotmail.com.
~bella



Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Just swinging through




I wasn't sure if I still had this blog but I ran across it recently and decided to check in with everyone that might be hanging around Xanga still. I am myspacing it and now facebooking it too. I hope all is good. I have had s a lot of life changes. No longer with my husband and now expecting child #6. I am doing good though. I am excited about my future and ready to take on the world.


Tuesday, April 03, 2007

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Sorry, I have neglected to post, but I have been consumed with life.

I am working full-time, my school has been on hold, and I have been balancing my family life.

What is new:

My husband and I have been back together almost a year.

Our relationship has developed into a wonderful friendship, which is all I ever wanted.

I will finish my AA this summer.

I have built up a successful massage business.

I just wish I had more time.

This Friday is Rowan's 3rd B-day & my sister is scheduled to have her forth baby (a girl).

bella

 


Thursday, November 24, 2005


Come Again

How long have you been feeling this spark?

Building up between us

full lips

as he licks his bottom lip

wet and moist

She straddles the bench

thigh to thigh

waiting for him to pull her in

Keep it coming

there ain't nothing innocent about this

he bites down on his bottom lip

piercing eyes

She is lost in the loneliness of bitter words and brutal blows

She is a survivor

desperate, she reaches out

falling

looking for love

 he gives what he can

She stands before him

revealed

vulnerable

tears streaming down her face

gentle, he asks her not to cry

he wants to take her in

he has nothing to offer

quiet, he reflects

on sin

on salvation

on friendship and love

he wipes her tears from her face

this is more than he bargained for

her soul is deep

her intentions, complex

he has hurt her, unintentionally

but it needed to end

don't look back

he must leave

don't pull me in

than push me back

don't play me like that

by belladonna

still loving . still lusting . still evolving

on my journey, searching for truth 


Tuesday, May 10, 2005

I am taking some time off from school. I have had a very rough semester, but I made it through and even though I lowered my grade point average I am still on the Dean's list. I started smoking again. I bought a pack of cigarettes the night my grandfather died. There has been a lot going on but I will pull it together. I am learning to trust in the Great Spirit. I feel as though I am falling and I can not depend on anyone to catch me but then I remember that I do not have to struggle alone and that their is a power greater than myself and I can let go and let the light embrace me.  Trust is my biggest test. ~bella



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